Feeling Stuck…

I’m usually a happy-go-lucky individual, but aches and pains are disrupting my life…  No matter how much I tell my body I don’t need or want this or that pain, it does not want to listen.  I’ve been trying for months to no avail.

I decided I needed help.  I went to see a physic/healer and during the session, she pinpointed exactly all the ailments and helped me see what I needed to change within myself in order to speed the healing process.  This isn’t new information or something I don’t know about, but she gave me a thrust forward…Sometimes, we need someone to rattle us instead of continuing to be stuck…  She gave the courage I needed enabling the healing process to speed up…  We all have the ability to heal ourselves, but some of us are slower than others.  That would be me…

My issues are not life threatening, but are annoying and were causing me to feel exhausted…

1. My lower back pain has to do with fear of losing income and not being able to sustain myself.  For years I’ve hung on to this fear.  It’s no wonder my back is in such disarray…
2. Another ailment is leg pain.  This has to do with moving forward and feeling stuck…  Wow…  That’s exactly how I’ve been feeling.
3. Lastly, the pain on the right side of my stomach has to do with not accepting change of any kind…

Admire her for the work she does.  She helped me understand the source of my pain and why it is caused, but also suggested how I can change it.  I can’t help the physical until the mental is also corrected.  Can’t do one without the other.

For starters, I went to an acupuncturist to help with the leg and lower back pain, but I’m also doing visualizations.  I’m trying to change fear to confidence by surrounding myself with love and money…  I’m envisioning the universe taking care of me…   For the bladder area, I’m eating more kale and beets and doing protein shakes when I’m hungry instead of grabbing a granola bars which is full of sugar… I’ve joined several organizations in order to get out and mingle…  I’m taking baby steps to recovery and I’m making positive changes in order to heal and move forward…

We’re not super humans and we make mistakes daily, but recognizing we have a problem and the willingness to change is a major accomplishment for all…  What better person to know ourselves than ourselves…  If we do not take matters into our own hands, no one will do it for us…  Awareness and willingness to change old patterns is a step to the road of recovery…

Nameste…