Rational Mind…

Dear Me:

Lately, I’ve caught myself dwelling on sly remarks and stupid comments.   This is very unlike me…  I usually let it rub off and don’t let it stick or affect me.  This is not good for me…  I do not care to build karmic energy and have to deal with the same situation or person again.  I want to release it, but I’m dwelling on it… I’ll have to do more chanting and meditating…

I’ve had to let go of many friendships and acquaintances that do not serve any purpose in my life other than upset me and I believed, I was done with it.  Obviously, this is not so.  I’m doing something wrong here…  I’m not sure why I’m attracting these situations or people… There must be something to learn here…  I just haven’t quite figured it out yet…  Not sure if I should avoid or confront it???  I’m not a confrontational person, but I also don’t let anyone step on me without my consent…  Oh well!  I guess I’ll eventually figure it out…  Don’t care to start a war over nothing…  It’s probably just in my mind playing tricks on me…

The older I get the less I want to deal with people…  I want to go work and come home and not bother with anyone… People say the silliest things…  I wonder if it’s on purpose or they don’t give a crap… Well! I can’t lock myself in a cocoon just because I don’t like how people behave or act… Need to deal with it…

I know the energies are stronger this month and perhaps that is why everyone is running amok and I’m being very sensitive… I’m repeating myself…  I better just practice what I preach and mediate, meditate, meditate….

To all a good night

About lumar1298

Love to read, write, and meditate. I Also have a creative side. I enjoy crafting and designing and when I want action, then I dance.
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