Angels

I’m still trying to decide what to write about.  I use to write daily a few years back then someone told me that I shouldn’t keep a journal.  I would write about my crazy life, the insecurities of being a single mom, the arguments back and forth with my teenagers, and just about anything that transpired on a daily basis.  I beleive I am a strong woman, but I let this one person guide me in the worst posible way.  I tore all my 15 years of writing and kept nothing…  Regret!  I also stopped writing… The wonderful flow just stopped…  It’s been roughly ten years and I’m still having a difficult time with it.  I have blessed the person & forgiven her because her ignorance caused me pain, but I’m over it and I stil feel stuck somehow…  I’m slowly coming around, but maybe I’m too anxious and I’m not letting my angels speak to me…  Meditate, meditate, meditate…